| have you ever just sat somewhere. outside or in your room and just thought about life and the people in yours. i talked to my best friend on the phone last night.. and she said some pretty amazing things. im so used to hearing her analyze everything. thinking about the future and never acting or thinking on impact. but i dont know what happened to her. she has changed. and i love her.
new goal: act on impact, live TODAY, and dont think about anytime other then the moments infront of you .
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| first night of venting and soon you'll all be drowing in my thoughts. im sick. im sick of me putting in all this effort, and my best friends, putting in all this effort. And when it comes time for someone else to put a little work into making things work out they wine, and complain, and make up stupid excuses. stop stepping all over us. stop making me think up excuses in my head for why you never call "maybe there busy" "maybe they have work today" "maybe there phone just died" maybe your just a jerk. and maybe u never really cared much at all. better yet . maybe i never did either. maybe i just thought i needed you. maybe my best friends thought they needed someone and they really dont. we dont need anyone. i dont need anyone. i dont need you. we dont need you. there are a few "you's" that im referring too in this post so it may be confusing. but in the end there all the same. your all the same. all you want is for other people to give u all they've got and never give anything back to them.im sick of all of you getting your way all the time when none of you deserve it .i love everyone who this isnt directed towards.
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| Wow.
For real like who uses xanga anymore. Well from now on i am starting this thing back up again. Im basically just gonna be using if for anyone interested in reading deep thoughts. I'll talk about things bothering me or making me happy probably. It will be like a myspace blog except you'll get one almost everyday, i'll try to keep up. Unless vacations come along then your stuck without my adice and insights.
That is all for now.
Mucho love
<3 Erica
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| yoooooooooo. its er's bff devvvv.
& erica hasnt updated in a year and a day so i will for her.
3 more days till Christmas. WHAT whaaaaaaaaaa!
going to some cool parties?!
laterrrr
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